venting...

8:54 AM

I'm tired. Not so much that I need to sleep (that would be nice though), but just kind of feeling "tired" in life. I love my husband, love my girls, but today I just got the overwhelming feeling that I just wanted to escape. I want to be alone....all by myself, if only for a few hours. I have no idea what I would do, but that's the joy of it. Too bad I have some sort of phobia about leaving my children with babysitters and my husband works full time...sigh...
I find myself not wanting to clean, not wanting to wash clothes, play with the girls, and I even find it a chore to feed them. I don't want to work, I don't want to talk about princess stuff, I just don't want to be mommy...
I just want one day of "me" time. A totally selfish day where it's all about me, instead of being all about getting this or that for the girls. Is that so wrong? A day to either choose to be alone at home in my bed, or to go out shopping all alone with no set time when I had to be home.
So, there's my heart today. I'm no where near a perfect mom...in fact, I'm probably not that great of one at that. But, I am honest, and I just want a day of rest...is that so much to ask? :)

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